Sometimes, when I get really lonely at night and I don’t know what to do, I wrap my arms around my teddy bear as tightly as I can, pretending that I’m really holding on to you. I do this because I miss you so much and it seems as if hugging my bear makes the pain go away. Every once in a while it feels the same as when I’m with you, except your arms don’t tighten around me. Okay, it isn’t the same, in fact, it kinda makes me feel evenlonelier. It isn’t you in my arms, but I do it anyway. Because I don’t feel like giving up hope cause it brought me to you in the first place. And maybe one day, when I’ve kept my hope long enough, I won’t have to pretend you’re my teddy bear.
